i know you are not fine!

‘I know I’m fine! I am happy without him\er’; the
words you are telling yourself for quite a long
time.
Was that love? Was it a relationship/one
sided? No matter what it was, the point is,
‘you are not able to overcome’.
“Do you still remember him\er? Can’t you see s\he is gone. Gone? Maybe s\he will be back, but would you be able to love her the same the way. Just get up man; you don’t need to harm yourself, s\he didn’t deserve you, you don’t need to be in solitude, you need to live, you need to enjoy.”

You may have listen this 1000 of times. But I know you are not able to understand, what
you need is not advice but a person with
whom you can share your thoughts. You just need to divert your mind. Its not so hard, yes you will take some time, but after that you will be happy, you will be LIVING.
You are OK, you might be telling your friends, and worst would be you are telling yourself. Maybe to stop them from talking about her, or any reason.
You might be telling yourself that now you have moved on, but its no harm to
remember him\er, but its no good either.
Basically you don’t need to fool yourself cause it would ultimately result to depression.
I know you will the first one to run to help her. Its not bad, you just have a pure heart, a heart that is difficult to get.
Maybe that’s love.
Just take your time, you will be fine, and don’t put much pressure on yourself. Try to find happiness but this time not in him\er.
Believe me someone special is waiting for you.
And dont you dare to try cigs and alcohol for this stupid reason. Its your life, make it worth.

Everybody has that point in their life where you just have bunch of bad days, and there are different ways to deal with it, I TURNED COMPLETELY  TO MUSIC!